Jesus said to the disciples, “Take courage, it is I, do not be afraid!" Mark 6:50
When I was young, my father had a boat and once he took our family out to sea. Unfortunately although the day started out fine, when we were way out, the wind became strong and I thought we were going to die! I started to panic and pray. But I looked at my father and he was so calm as if there was nothing to worry about. He was enjoying himself.
So I felt better, and my panic dissipated. When we are in the midst of any terrifying storm, if we look at the circumstances, we can panic and feel afraid. But if we look at Jesus knowing He can calm any storm, we will be at peace, the "peace beyond understanding".
Right now, I am in the midst of a storm. I have pulmonary hypertension and my doctor keeps telling me it is a progressive disease. Sometimes I feel so weak and helpless like yesterday when I couldn’t even go to mass from my breathlessness. I can panic and be terrified at what the future can bring, realizing no doctor can cure me. But I choose to look to God who created me and loves me. He took care of me my whole life, and I know that being at the center of His will is the very best for me!


