Monday, May 20, 2019

With Obedience

“Whoever has My commandments and observes them is the one who loves Me.” John 14:21


For me there is no doubt that God loves each one of us. Saint Augustine says the Lord loves each of us as if there were only one of us to love. His rain and His blessings pour upon each one, even if we curse Him, are ungrateful, or ignore Him. And then I think about me and my response to Him. Do I really love God? 

Jesus said that “Those who obey My commandments are the ones who love me.” One of my favorite sayings is, “With obedience comes blessing.” Peter caught much fish when he obeyed Christ’s suggestion to let down his nets on the other side of the boat. Even if Peter had been out the whole night and caught nothing, he obeyed and went home with a huge haul of fish. What if Peter said instead, “I’m so tired from fishing the whole night! We have gone through these waters already. I just want to go home!” Peter would have missed the miracle of the harvest! 

What “harvest” have we missed because we were too tired, too apathetic, too careful of our comfort to obey something God wanted us to do? Usually the Lord’s suggestions start as something small. Pray. Listen to me. Read My Word. Then if we do these faithfully every day, He will surprise us with a doozy. “Go to Quezon City Jail,” He told me one day in 2009. I cried and cried because I did not want to go inside a place crowded with male prisoners. My mother saw me crying and asked what was wrong. She said she would go with me if no one else would accompany me. 10 years later and my sister and brother-in-law continue to preach in that miserable place once a week. What a huge harvest of souls! 

Lord, help me to hear Your still, small voice. Stir in my heart an ardent desire to serve You and obey You. 

Sunday, May 19, 2019

Love One Another

"...love one another..." John 13:34


How do we make the call to love one another REAL in our lives? Before our father died, we were able to tell him we loved him, that he was never alone, and we would do everything we could to take care of him. Daddy also told us he loved us many times. In the same way, before Jesus was crucified, he took the time to be with His disciples. What he did and said was very important. He washed each of their feet and said, "Do you understand what I have done for you? Now that I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you should also wash one another's feet. I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you...Now that you know these things, YOU WILL BE BLESSED if you do them."

And then, after a little while he said, "A new command I give you: love one another. As I have loved you, so must you love."

Why a new commandment, when the Jews were already instructed to "love thy neighbor as thyself?" (Leviticus 19:18) Perhaps because we are to love as Jesus loves, not as we love ourselves. Many of us do not know how to love ourselves. We can be over critical. We want to change the way we look, the way we speak, the way we act, the way we perform our work. We get frustrated with ourselves. We usually think that what we are, what we are capable of, is never enough. We do not accept ourselves unconditionally. That's why Jesus says, "Look at me. Look at the way I love you. Look at my commitment to you. It does not depend on how you look, your achievements, your worthiness. I accept you for who you are. Even if you fail again and again. Even if you see yourselves as thin or fat, or white or dark, or timid, or dumb. I love you. I died for you. I want to help you to grow, to mature, to use all your gifts, not only for my glory, but because that is how I can bless you."


The first step to loving others, is to know God's love for us. He loves us unconditionally, eternally! 

Saturday, May 18, 2019

The Ways of the Lord

“Sing to the Lord a new song, for He has done wondrous deeds!” Psalm 98:1


It is good to notice and be sensitive to God’s workings in our lives. Many times we do not realize and are not grateful for the many ways He providentially orchestrates the many details that we may dismiss as serendipity. 



My siblings and I were brought up in the Catholic Church, but our father is Methodist and the son of the first Filipino Methodist Bishop in the Philippines. When he passed away a few days ago, we were in a quandary what to do. When a Catholic dies, we usually have a mass every day and we say a novena afterwards. We did not know what was needed when a Methodist passed away and the only Pastor we knew was not available for the last day of the wake. 

A good friend of ours overheard our discussions and said he would try to contact someone, but it turned out his friend was out of the country. We planned to just have my brother-in-law say the prayers downloaded from the internet. Then yesterday morning we received the wonderful news from our friend that the Methodist Bishop landed at midnight and would make time to bless our father that evening! The service was a fitting tribute to my dad, and showed me that if we put our trust in the Lord, He will give us the desires of our hearts. I knew that God wanted to give my dad a beautiful send off. 



This morning, we were also blessed by a Pastor from the Covenant Revival Church, a eulogy from my Uncle, and a few words from a priest who was a good friend of the family. At the cemetery, my brother in law led the prayers, and our good friends sang my dad’s favorite hymn, “Abide with Me”.

Truly, the ways of the Lord are marvelous to behold. Those who trust Him will never be disappointed. Proverbs 16:1 says, “We may make our plans, but God has the last word.” He wants the best for His faithful ones! 

Friday, May 17, 2019

The Way

“I am the way, the truth, and the life.” John 14:6



I like mining the Bible for the gold of God’s promises. One of the most reassuring are the verses in John chapter 6. “Let not your heart be troubled...In My Father’s house are many dwelling places...I go to prepare a place for you.” Who better to prepare a place for us in heaven than THE way, THE truth and THE life? Jesus assures us that as long as we place our faith, our hope, and our trust in Him, we have a place reserved just for us! 

“Where I am you may also be.” We should always remember the truth that we are all pilgrims on a journey. Earth is merely a way station, a stop over, a terminal. We should not have too much baggage! Jesus did everything here on earth so that one day we can be with Him. Where He is, is the best place to be! But we can always carve out a space and time in the here and now to be with Jesus. Many things can distract us, but there is one certainty we can depend on. We are loved, we are precious, and neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:39). 

Lord, thank You for showing us the way. Thank You that we have a special place with You!

Thursday, May 16, 2019

Adventure!

“The favors of the Lord I will sing forever.” Psalm 89:2



The last word we heard our father struggle to say before he passed on was, “Alleluia!” He knew from where his help came. 



“I will lift up mine eyes to the hills from whence cometh my help, my help cometh from the Lord, the Lord which made Heaven and Earth.” Psalm 121:1-2



Death is a very mysterious door. Some of my friends passed through quickly, and some have laboured long before they were able to see what lay on the other side. My father had a difficult time these past weeks, and my family and I asked for mercy and grace for him, and for ourselves as well. 



When we see death face to face, we realize how ephemeral life is. Where once there was a living, breathing human being, suddenly all breathing stops and there is a suspension of unbelief for a while. Really, truly gone? Never to hear his voice again, his stories, his laughter? Never to see his eager, bright, shining face full of the mischief of youth, still? 



My father lived life to the full. Even when bedridden from his bad back, he was never idle. He was always so busy, researching things on the internet, fiddling around with a new product to sell, solving a problem in his mind, planning his next adventure on the high seas. I was so sad when my usually ebullient 92-year old father gave up and said he could not accomplish his bucket list of going out fishing and crabbing on the boat he made in his backyard. He then proceeded to show his niece and nephews his map and where they should go fishing. 


I thank God for my father. He taught me that life is an adventure. That it can be amazing if we use all the gifts God has lavished upon us, every last drop, never giving up unless we really had to, even when we are old. I think it is a beautiful offering if we could say to God, thank You for all Your gifts and favor. I did not waste any of it! I squeezed it all out and made the most of all you have given me. Alleluia! 

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Just One



Just finished a postcard for a friend of mine. Every year she asks her friends to send her postcards for her birthday! She gets cards from all around the world! 



“...they laid hands on them and sent them off.” Acts 13:3

In the Book of Acts, Saint Luke writes of the many missionary journeys undertaken by Paul, the activities of Peter, and the life of the Church. God empowered His people to spread the good news, and from the little group of Christians who were sent, the gospel has reached almost every corner of the globe. 

In the 13th chapter of the Book of Acts, the Holy Spirit instructed the prophets and teachers of the church at Antioch to dedicate Paul and Barnabas for His special work. After fasting and prayer, the men laid their hands on the two and sent them on their way. They went to Seleucia and Cyprus and preached the word of God in Jewish synagogues. 

We too are sent on a special mission for the Lord. After every mass, the priest tells us to “Go in peace to love and serve the Lord.” This is not just a platitude. An apostle is one sent on a mission. As followers of Christ we are also sent on a mission with a good message to spread. We need to reach people for Christ or we fail as His people. Before He left for His throne in heaven, He instructed, “Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone, everywhere.” (Mark 16:15) This is His commission to us as His ambassadors. 

As Mother Teresa said, “If You can’t feed a hundred people, feed just one.” Feed him bread. Feed him God’s Word. We can change the Philippines one person at a time. We can change the world one person at a time. It starts with just one. 

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

The Choice

“They drew lots...the choice fell to Matthias...” Acts 1:26


When we go back to when the Twelve Apostles were chosen, Luke tells is in chapter 6, verses 12-16, that Jesus prayed all night all alone in a mountain. Then He called all His followers and chose twelve of them to be His Apostles: Simon Peter, Andrew, James, John, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James, Simon, Judas don of James, and Judas Iscariot. Judas! The one who betrayed Him! So even after praying a long time, Jesus chose this man who sold Him for a few paltry pieces of silver! 

In Acts 1, Peter said, basing his decision on the Book of Psalms 109:8, that they would replace Judas with another. They prayed, “You Know every heart, Lord. Show us which of these men You have chosen.” They drew lots and Matthew was chosen. We know very little about Matthew, only that he was with Jesus from the beginning of His ministry. 

In the choice of Judas, we may have many questions. Didn’t Jesus know Judas would betray Him? Was this poor man chosen precisely because he would betray Jesus and put into place the plan for our salvation? I believe that Judas was given a choice, just as we all are. To follow Christ or to choose the world. Judas chose to follow his baser instinct. 

And Matthias was chosen to take his place. In this way the infant church grew under Peter. Throughout history we know that Jesus’ church has been beset by many problems, numerous scandals. We can be sure that just as Judas and his mistake was used by God for the good of the Church and His people, He will also make a way to cause all things, good and bad, even in the political and social arena of our time, to come together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). 

And what is our role? "We draw from this a final lesson: while there is no lack of unworthy and traitorous Christians in the Church, it is up to each of us to counterbalance the evil done by them with our clear witness to Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior." (Pope Benedict, Oct. 2006)

Monday, May 13, 2019

Abundant Life

“I came so that they might have life and have it more abundantly.” John 10:10


Father, I claim Your promise of abundant life, not only for me, but for the people called by Your name. Today we elect Senators, Mayors, Vice-Mayors and representatives of Your people. Father, I know that this abundant life you offer to us is not only for when we leave this pilgrim journey, but we can have it in the here and now. We can experience Your love, light, and truth today. 

But there is a thief who steals, slaughters and destroys all the beautiful things and ways You want us to have. We have mismanaged Your blessings and favors as we listen to the cacophony of voices in this world. Fake teachers preach counterfeit paths leading us farther away from You. 

May we O Lord, find our way back to You, to listen to You, our good Shepherd, who loves us best, and who is the genuine way, truth and life. 

Today, help us to vote wisely and well, knowing that each vote impacts the life of every citizen, but especially the poor and disadvantaged. We want every Filipino to have that abundant life that You generously offer. We have a country rich with so many gifts and natural resources bestowed by You. Help us, especially our leaders to be generous and work towards the best life for our nation. Help us to elect leaders with integrity and courage, and who have a true heart to serve. In Jesus mighty name, amen. 

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Good Shepherd

“My sheep hear my voice...” John 10:27



Sometimes it is difficult to hear the voice of God. The world clamors for our attention every day. One of the goals I placed in my life map before the start of this year was “Word before the world”. That meant that before I do my chores, before I open my phone, before I answer the hundred and one things calling me, I go before God, thank Him, read and ponder His word, and just be with Him. I am not always successful. 

But God is always waiting. The Lord said that He is the good shepherd, “My sheep hear my voice; I know them, and they follow Me.” On the 4th Sunday of Easter, the Catholic Church celebrates Good Shepherd Sunday. Jesus is our Good Shepherd, and we are His sheep. Although a lamb is lovable and cuddly, it is not exactly a compliment to be compared to sheep! Sheep are quite dumb, short sighted, stubborn, and defenseless. They gather in groups and really need someone to guide them because they can't take care of themselves. They move all together in a herd. In 2006, 400 sheep fell into a 15 meter deep ravine and died because of this instinct.

When I read this passage, I always remember my husband Luigi’s story of his encounter with sheep. He asked a shepherd if he could feed his sheep. The shepherd said, "That's my problem. Even my son can't feed them. They only recognize my voice!" True enough, when Luigi tried, the sheep did not come. He would approach them and the sheep would move away. Then when the shepherd called, they came right away!

Sheep who know a good master's voice and follow him, will be taken care of. But sheep who follow the wrong voice can end up in a ravine!!!!

Lord, may I know Your voice and follow You. I hold on to Your promise that no one can take me out of Your hand.

Saturday, May 11, 2019

Good God?

“To you will I offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving.” Psalm 116:17


I forget when I started reading Ann Voskamp’s “One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are”. But I can find out by pulling out my old journals and looking for no.1 of my praise and thanksgiving list. I am now in no. 7743. Every day, I start with counting my blessings. There is always plenty to thank God for even in days when there is bad news or some horrible disaster. The fact that we can breathe without an oxygen tank beside us, that we can walk, that we can remember things, that we are able to love, forgive, get excited. A friend on Facebook started her list with thankfulness for coffee. My 7743 list doesn’t even contain the word coffee. Yet. Or chocolates! Salmon sushi! 

I like the way Ann Voskamp writes, and speaks. “How,” she wondered, “do we find joy in the midst of deadlines, debt, drama, and daily duties? What does a life of gratitude look like when your days are gritty, long, and sometimes dark? What is God providing here and now?” When she started chronicling life’s gifts, it was transformative. 

She starts her story telling when she is four years old and already enveloped in grief. Her little sister Aimee was crushed by a delivery truck with a heavy load when she wandered close after a cat. The driver sobbed that he had not seen her and her mom had witnessed it all with a blood curdling scream. How do you get through something like that? 



“Can there be a good God? A God who graces with good gifts when a crib lies empty through long nights... where is God really? How can He be good when babies die, and marriages implode, and dreams blow away, dust in the wind? Where is grace bestowed when cancer gnaws and loneliness aches and nameless places in us soundlessly die...Where hides this joy of the Lord, this God who fills the earth with good things, and how do I live fully when life is full of hurt?” Many ask these questions. Years can pass and sometimes there are no answers.

For Ann the answer came in “eucharisteo”, thanksgiving which has as its root word, “charis” meaning grace, “chara” meaning joy. “Deep joy can only be found at the table of euCHARisteo, the table of thanksgiving. As long as thanks is possible, then joy is always possible.” 

Lord, may I remember everyday to give you a sacrifice of thanksgiving, especially during dark days. 

Friday, May 10, 2019

You Did It to Me!

“Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” Acts 9:4


What must Saul have been feeling when Jesus burst into his reality? Saul was so sure he was doing God’s will. He watched as Stephen was stoned to death. He was zealous in rounding up the new followers of Christ, bringing them to Jerusalem in chains and throwing them in jail. 

But God did not allow him to continue. On the road to Damascus, a brilliant light flashed from the sky and he fell to the ground. “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” 

“Who are you, Sir?” Saul asked. 

“I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting!” Saul was not there during Christ’s crucifixion. He was terrorizing and threatening ordinary people following the new way of the Lord. Jesus already taught in Matthew 25:40 that ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ We see that Jesus takes this very seriously and we should too. 

Are we persecuting anyone? Probably not. But sometimes we hurt people without even knowing it. We do not think of the words we say and how we say it. I admit I am not very conscious of how I put things. I can be judgmental and unkind. I can jump to conclusions and say negative things. Being sensitive to how others are feeling is a strength we should develop. We should practice treating others as if they were Jesus. The world will be a better place. 

During the times we cannot think of others as Jesus because Jesus would not be cruel, unkind, and arrogant, then we can practice being Jesus to them. Easier said than done but I believe our time on earth is one long practice for when we get to heaven. We fail many times, but Jesus our teacher is patient with us. He gives us as many chances as we need!

Thursday, May 09, 2019

Exciting Encounter

“Do you really grasp what you are reading?” Acts 8:30


The encounter between Philip, one of the men chosen by the disciples to serve food to the community, and an Ethiopian eunuch is quite dramatic. God orchestrates their meeting, first by telling Philip to go south on a particular road on the desert, then by instructing him to join up with the chariot on which the Ethiopian is riding. 

“Do you understand what you are reading?” Philip asks the stranger. “How can I, unless someone instructs me?” There are many things in the Bible that puzzle me, but I know that the Holy Spirit guides us to all truth. If today I do not understand, one day, that particular baffling passage will yield its treasure. In God’s time. Just like the Ethiopian eunuch. God knew it was time for him to learn about Jesus, and He sent Philip to explain the scriptures to Him. It would have been exciting to listen in on that conversation! 

Today, there are so many resources available to us. I like to listen in on the conversion stories on YouTube. I like to ponder on what teachers and preachers like Steve Ray, Brant Pitre, Scott Hahn and so many others, discover. Like the eunuch, we can see clearly that Jesus was already foretold in the Old Testament, that the Eucharist has its roots in Jewish traditions, that all the old covenants with Abraham, Moses, and David find their fulfilment in the new covenant of Jesus Christ. So many exciting conversations to listen in on. We just need to find the time and God will use that to enliven the flame and bring us back to our first love for Him. It is truly an exciting time we are living in! 

Wednesday, May 08, 2019

WOYWW: No Rejection



Here is my desk in my garden. 


I am using watercolours to make flowers to cut up. 


Have not done much yet, but this is a start! 



“I will not reject anyone who comes to me...” 
John 6:37
After Jesus gives us His promise that He is the bread of life, that if we go to Him we will never be hungry, if we believe in Him we will never thirst, He gives us another promise. He says that He will never reject anyone who goes to Him. I am sure most of us has experienced rejection. Perhaps we were not accepted for a job we wanted, we did not get into a prestigious university, organization, or a popular clique in high school. It was painful, maybe embarrassing even. All of the most successful people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk, Oprah Winfrey, and Warren Buffet, have lots of rejection stories to tell. Rejection is part of life.
But it is not part of our life with God. He will never reject us when we go to Him, when we want to be His friend, when we desire to be a part of His Church. He identifies so much with His people that when someone wants to reject us, hurt us, persecute us, He will ask, just as He asked Saul, “ Why are you persecuting me?” (Acts 9:4) How awesome is our God?!!
Lord, we cannot conceive of how much You love us! We do not deserve to be loved the way You do! You were actually willing to take our sins with You on the cross, to take our place as the blood sacrifice. Help us to live every day in the knowledge that we are precious to You and nothing, nothing will ever separate us from Your love! 



Joining the lovely Julia Dunnit for a 
peek at desks and projects!
I find a lot of inspiration
visiting my friends here:

Blessings!

Patsy  

Tuesday, May 07, 2019

Promises in the Bank

“I am the bread of life, whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst.” John 6:35




This is one of Jesus’ promises. A promise is only as good as the man who gives it. It doesn’t matter if he signs a contract or shakes your hand, if a man has no integrity, the promise is worth nothing if the man who gives it has no integrity. All of Jesus’ promises are as good as gold in heaven’s bank. But like all money or bank certificates, we need to claim it. It’s ours, placed in our name because we are adopted sons and daughters of God, but we need to first, know about it, and then we need to claim it. 


A man who looked like a beggar was found dead on a Central Park Bench in New York City. When someone looked for his identity by searching his pockets, he found several uncashed checks amounting to a lot of money. I do not know if that story is true, but what is true is that there is almost $134 million worth of uncashed checks in the US Social Security Administration and millions and millions of dollars of unclaimed money in banks, life insurance funds, tax refunds, etc. 


There is so much more unclaimed promises in the Bank of Heaven. Imagine how much Jesus’ promises are worth compared to earthly money that is really worth nothing when we die? We work hard for paper money. How much effort do we put in getting to know the Promise-Keeper and His promises to us? 


Lord, I want to get to know You more each day. I want to see Thee more clearly, love Thee more dearly and follow Thee more nearly, day by day, as it goes in a well known song. Teach me Your ways O Lord and do not allow me to stray far away from You. 


Monday, May 06, 2019

Values of the Kingdom

“Do not work for food that perishes but for food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you.” John 6:27




It seems like common sense that we should spend more of our time working for what will not rust, get burned or destroyed, but will still have value even after we die. As Jim Elliot, the martyred missionary wrote in one of his notebooks, “He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose.” 


But many of us are extremely shortsighted and waste more of our time and energy on impermanent, ephemeral activities that give us fleeting pleasures. On days that I am more purposeful, I usually listen to a teaching by Ravi Zacharias, Ric Warren, Steve Ray, or Scott Hahn and take down notes. Or I read a good book to learn something that helps me. 


Then there are days I get home after work, and I’m really lazy, I eat dinner early, take a bath, and watch some inane movie on YouTube or Netflix. It does not require much of me, and I usually fall asleep. Or I dawdle over Facebook or I read comments on news sites from people who are unreasonable, who are there just to insult anyone. I’m wondering are they are trolls and getting paid to do this? Are they selling their souls for this job that can’t in any way be satisfying to them unless they are really perverted? If they are not paid, why do they take the time to curse and insult people instead of encourage and build people up? The anger and bullying on the internet can be really disheartening and several sensitive people have hurt themselves and even committed suicide. Even well known people have been bashed into silence and into hiding. 


It is not true that “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never harm me.” On the contrary, name-calling and cyber-bullying may even be more harmful than a punch on the jaw. We may think that “Working for food that endures to eternal life” may be difficult, but if we can leave a legacy of love and caring, even through our words, I believe we can store treasures in heaven. If we become more sensitive to our brothers’ and sisters’  needs, more willing to spend time in prayer for them, to lend a listening ear, we can be Jesus to them. 


In a world where we can be anything, we should choose to be the best we can be, always choosing the values of the Kingdom whatever we are doing. 


Sunday, May 05, 2019

Do You Love Me?

“Simon, son of John, do you love Me?” John 21:15,16,17


Simon went fishing with the other disciples and they caught nothing all night. They returned at dawn only to find Jesus standing at the beach, but they couldn’t recognize Him. When Jesus told them to throw out the net on the right-hand side of the boat, and they followed, they could not draw in the net as it was too heavy with fish. 

When they recognized Jesus, the Risen Lord, Simon jumped into the water and swam to shore. After breakfast of newly caught fish and bread, Jesus asked Peter, “Simon, do you love Me?” Peter answered without hesitation, “Yes, Lord, You Know I love You.” Jesus then instructed him, “Then feed my lambs.” Jesus then repeated the same question two more times, giving Peter the chance to overcome his guilt of denying Jesus three times.  

We all profess to love the Lord. Sometimes we fall short. Sometimes we deny Him, not only with our words but our actions. Like Peter, Jesus does not give up on us. He continues to woo us, to invite us to show that we love Him. How? By caring for His lambs, His sheep, His beloved people. We can feed the poor, visit the imprisoned, pray for the sick, support livelihood projects, fight for justice for those with no voice, etc. So many ways to show Jesus we love Him. This should be a very important mission for us. After all, at the end of our time here on earth, the Lord will separate those who helped the poor, the sick, the prisoners, from those who did not, to bring them into Paradise. 

“I assure you when you did it to one of the least of these my brothers and sisters, you were doing it to Me!” (Matthew 25:40)

Saturday, May 04, 2019

Walk With Me, Jesus

“It is I. Do not be afraid.” John 6:20


Many times I forget to pray. I remember to do so when I am in difficulty already. I am like the disciples in John chapter 6, who went out in a boat and the wind became so strong. When they rowed three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they began to be afraid. Why didn’t they bring Jesus with them? He obviously wanted to come along but they left Him behind. 

Jesus always wants to walk with us on our journeys, near or far. He wants to accompany us during hard times and times of refreshing. If we are not used to bringing Him along, and we suddenly need Him because we encounter a setback, a storm, a disappointment or mountain, we may be too hesitant to call on Him. We can get into the habit of being self-reliant, and over confident. We like being in full control, but we never are. We should be like little children dependent on God who loves us so much. 

When Annie Clayton was just 5 years old, she and her sister Vanie had to go on long walks just to collect scraps of wood to heat their home. One time, Annie’s sister collapsed as she was just recuperating from cholera. Both of them didn’t know what to do, but Vanie remembered their mother’s instruction to pray if they got into any trouble. Annie helped Vanie get down on her knees and held her up while they both prayed for help. 

Down the road, a man got out of a factory, looked up and down the street, then went back inside. He did this several times until finally he saw them, and carried Vanie home. He told their mother that he owned the ink factory and was busy working on the payroll checks. But his eyes clouded up and his vision blurred. “I had a plain impression that someone on the street wanted to see many years ago, James Rogers of the Alabama Conference of the Methodist Episcopal Church told the story of Annie Clayton of San Jose, California.  As a child, she and her sister Vanie took a long walk one Saturday morning to collect some scraps of wood as fuel for heating their family’s home.  As they returned, Vanie collapsed from the lingering effects of cholera and was unable to proceed.

Annie, who was only five years old, was helpless and they sat beside the road not knowing what to do.  Finally Vanie said, “You know, Annie, that a good while ago mother told us that if we ever got into trouble, we should pray, and God would help us.  Now you help me get down upon my knees, and hold me up, and we will pray.”  So there on the sidewalk, the two sisters prayed earnestly for someone to come along to help them.  Then they resumed sitting on the curb waiting to see how God would answer their prayers.

Far down the street, they spotted a man who walked out of a factory and looked curiously up the street, and the girls thought perhaps he was the one God would send.  But the man went back into the factory.  Presently he came out again, looked up the street again, and reentered the factory.  Then man walked out of the factory a third time, wear his hat and walking toward them.

Approaching the children, the man said in a broken German accent, “O children, what is the matter?”  When they explained the situation to him, the German hoisted Vanie up in his brawny arms and carried her all the way home. 

Once the girls were safely delivered, the gentleman told his story.  He was the proprietor of an ink factory, and he had been working hard on payroll checks for his men.  Suddenly as he was pouring over his books his eyes had clouded up and his vision had blurred.  He had a plain impression that someone on the street wanted to see him, so he stepped outside and tried to focus his eyes up and down the street.  Seeing no one, he returned to his desk and tried to work. 

The darkness in his vision was even worse, and the impression was even greater.  So he walked outside again, puzzled.  Then he returned to his work again, but his fingers would not grasp the pen.  He found himself unable to write a word; moreover the impression on his mind was urgent.  So he fetched his hat and walked up the street in bewilderment until he saw the girls who had prayed earnestly for someone to come along and help them.e, so I stepped outside and couldn’t see anyone. I returned to my work but my vision became even darker so I walked outside again. The third time I could not even grasp my pen! I couldn’t write! So I fetched my hat and walked until I found your girls.” 

Jesus always wants to accompany us. Before we go anywhere, start a new job, embark on a new adventure, let us ask Him to walk with us. 

Friday, May 03, 2019

Saved Through the Gospel

“Through the Gospel you are also being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you...” 1 Corinthians 15:2


St. Paul recaps the Gospel in this chapter: “Christ died for our sins in accordance with the scriptures; He was buried; He was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures; that He appeared to Cephas, and then to the Twelve. After that, He appeared to more than five hundred brothers and sisters at once...”

Here was a man who as Saul of Tarsus, a Pharisee, took great delight in persecuting the Christians. Saul watched while the deacon, Stephen, was dragged out of Jerusalem and stoned to death. Saint Stephen was the first martyr who died for the faith. But there were many other unnamed martyrs as a wave of persecution engulfed the city. Saul went from house to house, dragging the Christians to jail. He was truly an enemy of the early Christians. 

But after a life changing vision of Jesus on the road to Damascus, Saul became Paul. When he trained to be a Pharisee, he had studied the Scriptures extensively. He knew the Law and the Prophets so well. That’s why he was well able to convince the Jews of the New Covenant in Jesus fulfilling the Old Testament. He became a powerful and bold preacher of the gospel. 

As St. Paul proclaimed, we are saved by the message of the Gospel. The more we know it, the more we study it, the more we obey it, the more it will change our lives. 

Thursday, May 02, 2019

Gift of the Spirit

“He does not ration His gift of the Spirit.” 

John 3:34




In my other Bible, it says, “for God’s Spirit is upon him without measure or limit”. There are many amazing, extraordinary gifts of the Holy Spirit, but just like any gift, we have to receive it, open it, use it, or else it will sit there gathering dust. The “charismatic gifts” are all wonderful, and I believe if we want it, we only have to ask and then to practice it. There is the word of wisdom, word of knowledge, increased faith, gift of healing and miracles, prophecy, discernment of spirits, the gift of tongues and the interpretation of tongues. 


When I was young, I attended so many Life in the Spirit Seminars, and so many brothers and sisters prayed over me, but I did not receive the gift of tongues. Perhaps I was too curious about all the crying and noise happening around me. One day I was determined to get the gift of tongues and started jabbering my mouth off in the morning. In the car on the way to somewhere I forgot, I was still mouthing nonsense. My mom pitied me and said, “Patsy, you stop already.” I didn’t. The whole day I persisted with my mission. When I finally reached home, I locked my bedroom door, sat in my rocking chair, and was more determined not to stop until I received this gift from God. 


Suddenly, something was different. It was like a fountain came from inside, and the syllables I was uttering were not my own. I was filled with an indescribable joy and I knew that what was coming out of my mouth were words of praise. I asked God to make it English so I could understand, and He answered my prayer for a short while, then I continued to mouth a foreign tongue for a long time. It really was like I was drunk with heavenly wine, and I will never forget the experience. 


Now I want the gift of healing, and I try to remember to pray over sick people even if I am shy or filled with disbelief. One day I will have this gift if I am persistent and just have faith. 



Wednesday, May 01, 2019

WOYWW: Bless the Lord


I have been painting rosaries to give away on Christmas. I wonder how many I will be able to paint before I get bored! 



“I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall be ever in my mouth.” Psalm 34:2


There are times in our life when blessing overflows and it is like we are enveloped in God’s refreshing presence. It is easy then to praise God and thank Him and bless Him. But what about times when we feel empty and depressed? When we experience the “dark night of the soul”, as some call it? When we feel hopeless and find no purpose in living?

I was looking through my diary and I found entries like these through the years 2010-2011: “Pain is tiring. Now my ear is also painful. Pain in my back, coughing terribly painful. Dr Ganzon showed me compression stockings I had to wear, so thick and ugly. Josh prayed over me. Mommy visited to see how I was and asked if I was depressed. Life can be terribly battering, I’ve got all these black and blue marks on my body now, I have to wear these tight stockings, and can’t wear my nice dresses. I’m still in pain, but God is good, He is an awesome God! Before Christmas I went to mass every day. I want to do that again. It’s just so hard to walk, get up, move. But I know I receive strength from the Eucharist. He is there.” 

I had Pemphigus Vulgaris and had numerous mouth sores that made it almost impossible to eat, I had compression in my bones, Deep Vein Thrombosis, emboli in my lungs, and Thalassemia. I prayed and painted every day to keep my spirits up. 

Then in January of 2012, I received my breakthrough. “Pain is less. Much less. I started my Word Of God medicine today at least 3 times a day or more.” Proverbs 4:20-22 reads “My child, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and HEALTH to all their flesh.” In Hebrew, the word “health” translates to medicine. This verse became “Rhema” for me, and I took my medicine three times a day by reading healing verses or listening to it. God is good. He healed me. He saved me from my distress. I WILL bless Him at all times.